Negotiating a new life isn’t easy, especially when you find yourself being driven down from the station in a jeep that raised red dust and pulled up suddenly in front of a mansion that wore the distinct look of a haunted house. Except, it had a lovely rose garden that was concealed from your view by the exposed, barren front entrance and a rickety gate. Except three dark smiling faces who welcomed you and were introduced to you as “Your Out-house Servants”. You were young, remember? Fresh out of a campus that taught class privilege was a sin. Naming was a trial too. That was part of the negotiation. You were the DAO’s wife. —Memsaab. The Saab was uneasy in his garb as well, and took to smoking pipe to prove to the world that ..but that is another story.
Mornings were inviting …the sky that was a canvas through the French windows, and the maalis hunched on the green grass in the garden, tending to the roses, mingled with the Darjeeling tea that was brought to you by the Telugu Bai on a Kashmiri tray, a lovely hue and smoke emanating from the bone china mugs with faint floral patterns on them. Pink.Green. That you bought them from an Auction House on Park Street was a secret to the smiling Bai. She beamed, for she was in touch with greatness.
Afternoons simply were. The kitchen was not your territory, certainly not for long! “Memsaab log khaana nehin pakaata; filom dekhta; kilub jaata” , was the Bai’s expert advice to the memsaab whom she found hopelessly ‘chota’ and completely unprepared for the greatness that was thrust on her. So at an auspicious hour she walked up to you and told you with an open smile that from that day she would call you “Chota Amma” in her singsong Telugu Hindi for you were (or so she suspected) younger than her ‘larki’. While you negotiated, adjusted yourself to your chameleon identity, Mrs DAO/ DAO Memsaab/ Chota Amma, lazy afternoons became training sessions for the Queen and the maid. The Queen on her bed, the maid on the floor. The spatial politics was a mockery, naturally. The maid taught the Queen the intricacies of mutton curry cooked with tamarind and curry leaves, the magical fermentation of urid daal and parboiled rice, the occult science of making curd that was not smelly and pungent, in a bowl. Kancheepurams were part of the training too and (a furtive glance around to see whether or not thebadmaash bungalow peon was eavesdropping) the maid would suddenly drop her voice: do not encourage ‘Essistant Engine Saab… there was an odd look in his eyes when Saab brought him home for tea! such bad bad men Saab brings to the house, ….
Above the antique mantel was displayed
As though a window gave upon the sylvan scene
The change of Philomel, by the barbarous king
Filled all the desert with inviolable voice
And still she cried, and still the world pursues,
“Jug Jug” to dirty ears.
So you listened. You learned all about Rava Dosas, Upmas, Uttapams, voyeuristic transgressions, as the afternoon sun drooped on the lonesome highway that led to Kharagpur IIT. Time for the Saab to return home. Time for the bungalow peon to start the water …arrange puri sabzi/ chicken sandwiches on the tray and take a peek out of the kitchen window to watch out for the Jeep that shall bring the pipe smoking King home.
Five O’ clock. Officers were gentlemen; they came home at five sharp; never drank tea after sundown. Were to be found preferably at the club, guffawing , or playing Tennis, or doing both.
“What shall I do now? What shall I do?
I shall rush out as I am, and walk the street
With my hair down, so. What shall we do to-morrow?
What shall we ever do?”
The hot water at ten.
And if it rains, a closed car at four.
And we shall play a game of chess,
Pressing lidless eyes and waiting for a knock upon the door.
At the club, the ladies drank over sweetened milky tea and crunchy onion pakoras, played housie, laid bare their men and marital intricacies to each other. You cringed. For you were taught what happened between a man and a woman was stuff for heightened narration, even in a fallen state: Madame Bovary… Madame Karenina… so you turn away and walk up furtively to the smoking room and make a gesture… you take a deep breath in the darkness as strange fragrance oozes from the banyan trees lining up the avenue of what was once the European Colony.
HURRY UP PLEASE ITS TIME
HURRY UP PLEASE ITS TIME
Tomorrow is another day. Tomorrow is other negotiations…
Negotiating a life isn’t difficult either. But that is something you learn later, especially as things start to fall into place, like a jigsaw puzzle, like a Rubik cube or a tangent metaphor and suddenly life isn’t a hieroglyphic anymore! The DRM’s Bungalow is more spacious. Mrs Chopra prefers to make Dum Aloo for Kitty Parties; Mr Nagpal is allergic to prawn; Rum is to be bought only from Kalaikunda Army Canteen; Prafulla, Mrs Mishra’s Bungalow peon has to be brought in if you’re throwing a party for the engineers on training (How they eat, Ammaaaaaa); Chief Medical Officer’s wife throws all formalities to the wind and openly addresses you as ‘Bou-ma’ much to the chagrin of the Duchesses around. Meat achaar, mango pickles, soft unsalted butter wrapped in a plantain leaf, Chandrama , the Bai.. Afsha Ahmad from Lucknow and her effortlessBiryanis, the earthy green curtains bought from Jhargram Cooperative , the Maruti Gypsy of the Engineering Department, Winnie Court.. all seep into you, arrange and unfurl into a many splendored thing inside you and become a philosophy in a strange way, beyond regrets, beyond a sense of loss: there is Neelachal Express…there is Godfrey Mansion .. . there is Chandrama and Mr. Gopal Krishnan, and there is, above all, ‘Chota Amma’ who is yet to become a mother…
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